I'm back, and I am still around.
Second anniversary on this blog since Feb 2, 2012.
Second waypost since the surgery.
Second year since everything crashed around me.
Yes, in past, I have written posts in reminding myself that it's okay to walk my own path, taking time in grief, and not to rush myself.
Yet, here I find myself nowadays, disappointed that I hadn't gotten over my grief. So there is this voice in my mind, saying...
I am still working on ignoring that nasty voice.
I'll need to start reading y'all blogs again, and start reading that book 'Way of Forgiveness" by D. Patrick Miller- I have been pushing off reading that. I need to reinforce reminding myself that it's OKAY to have setbacks, it's OKAY to stop and take deep breaths, it's OKAY to be on my own pace, and to stop pushing myself.
I'm human, and that's what I keep forgetting that. We all can't be superwomen everyday.
P.S. will do Bucket list for checking off 2013, in a future post (something to look forward to.)